...which is nice. I've decided to make an appointment with my uni adviser for sometime in the coming week to get some advice regarding my course decisions, so apart from a little more thinking to do after the meeting my mind feels a lot clearer.
As regards the Dark Angels: nothing is decided yet, but I've had some PM and phone conversations with the senior members and some other team members so my thought process has been helped along by various advice and opinions.
I know I'm not being forced to take the place and I have no obligation to do so if I don't want to, but the problem is - I do want it. I, with my surprisingly low self confidence, want to be a Dark Angel, but I don't think I have the ability to be a part of the team and do well enough to deserve my place.
I love the team - they are fantastic players and some of the nicest people you could ever meet. I want to be a part of that, but even if it only goes as far as being on their side in game and hanging out with them any other time, then I'm happy. After a few more games at Electrowerkz, then I'm sure I'll be a lot more confident about joining, and we can take it from there.
I may take the place, I may not. I need to think.