paranoiddroid Posted August 27, 2016 Report Share Posted August 27, 2016 I want them to approve the stuff for medical use, I know it works Iv lived in places where it's legal medicinally. I'm dependant on my painkillers and it really *fruitcage*s with my head it depresses me knowing that I'm dependant on OxyContin it's a really horrible feeling knowing that theae poxy *fruitcage* painkillers have so much of a pull on my life. But I need them, I don't take more than I'm prescribed but the awareness of how Ill I get if I miss a dose, the side affects and what they have done to my body and my head really upsets me. Waiting for an operation that may change that and watching it being put back over and over, getting older and watching my life get away as I wait and wait and wait for a new treatment a new tablet just waiting for SOMETHING to work is *fruitcage* horrible. Don't get ill it's *fruitcage* horrible. Knowing you're a drug addict is awful and doctors offering more tablets to help with the depression and not understanding why that won't help is really horrible. Link to post Share on other sites
Tinkerton Posted August 27, 2016 Report Share Posted August 27, 2016 presumably it's worse because you're not a drug addict through your own actions? Link to post Share on other sites
paranoiddroid Posted August 27, 2016 Report Share Posted August 27, 2016 The depression yeah, it's really not great and I get people trying to be helpful/supportive reassuring me that I'm not a drug addict just depend on medication going 'would you call someone on immune suppressants for their kidney transplant an addict' they don't get it. The withdrawal stuff really scares me really upsets me it's so obvious and nasty how much of a mess it is. The way I can't just pack a bag and go somewhere without panicking about tablets, the way I can't just stay out for an unplanned drink with someone if I don't have my next two doses of meds it just... It's really hard to explain just how much of my life revolves around them. Link to post Share on other sites
ED-SKaR Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 I'd talk about my depression but talking about it makes it worse. This thread just got worse than the 'bad thread' Link to post Share on other sites
Alias1983 Posted August 28, 2016 Author Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 I asked for this to be deleted and me removed, nothing was done and I keep getting notifications. Mods drop me like a bad habit. Link to post Share on other sites
amateurstuntman Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 Perhaps they are just busy. Link to post Share on other sites
Tinkerton Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 Why would we remove you? You've not broken any rules. Edit: also deleting people breaks the server. Just ask those that remember the great hissing sid/ivory incident of ages past. Link to post Share on other sites
paranoiddroid Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 I wasn't there but Iv seen the discussions and no one wants to be responsible for killing the server again I mean armies is quiet enough without the down time issues. Link to post Share on other sites
ED-SKaR Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 I remember that debacle, it took weeks for the issues to be fixed. Deleting a user was never in the software so it just couldn't cope. Link to post Share on other sites
hitmanNo2 Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 You want to delete someone? I know a guy. £2K up front though Link to post Share on other sites
shmook Posted August 28, 2016 Report Share Posted August 28, 2016 You want to delete someone? I know a guy. £2K up front though This guy? Link to post Share on other sites
Tinkerton Posted August 29, 2016 Report Share Posted August 29, 2016 Locked at OP's request. Link to post Share on other sites
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